Actress Park Bo Mi not too long ago shed tears as she recalled the recollections of shedding her 15-month-old son, who handed away in Could.
On December 18, Park Bo Mi appeared as a visitor on the CBS present Make Us New and opened up concerning the tragic incident.
She revealed that her son Simon was wholesome sufficient to beat COVID-19 however out of the blue developed a fever.
When my little one was 15 months outdated, he out of the blue had a fever within the early hours of the morning. Due to his fever, I giving him a fever inducer, and his fever went down… Then, within the morning, his face was barely crimson once more and his fever went up. However he ate all the pieces I gave him.
— Park Bo Mi
She acknowledged that her little one was consuming and pooping, so she wasn’t very involved at first. Nevertheless, when her child, who often didn’t cry, began to whine and cry, she determined to go to the emergency room. As a result of her husband was on a enterprise journey, her associates accompanied her there.
Immediately, I used to be holding him in my arms when his eyes darted round, then he had what regarded like a seizure. Then his physique went limp. I may really feel that, so I stated, ‘What do I do? What do I do? Hurrry hurry!’ From that second, I wasn’t in my proper thoughts.
— Park Bo Mi
A hearth station was close by, so the firefighters carried out CPR on the kid, however the child’s coronary heart didn’t beat once more. Nevertheless, after being taken to the emergency room and 40 minutes of painful ready, the physician instructed Park Bo Mi that his coronary heart miraculously began beating once more with the assistance of a machine.
Nevertheless, throughout this second, Park Bo Mi acknowledged that she felt responsible for worrying that he would have a incapacity throughout a time when she must be worrying about whether or not he may stay or not.
Actually, it wasn’t regardless that for me to hope for him to stay however I used to be looking for issues on Naver… I prayed, ‘Please save him. What if he will get a incapacity? Then what do I do?’ I felt so responsible about that. When the physician instructed me his coronary heart miraculously began beating once more, I cried a lot. I had apprehensive about one thing else. Praying to avoid wasting his life wasn’t sufficient but I used to be worrying about him having a incapacity as a result of I knew how laborious that may be for him.
— Park Bo Mi
Nevertheless, her son’s well being deteriorated over time. Finally, she heard from the hospital that they need to contemplate letting the kid go by stopping the machine that stored his coronary heart beating.
I knew in my head that I needed to let him go, however once I noticed him, he was so heat and his coronary heart was beating. He was simply sleeping, and I used to be so unhappy enthusiastic about the actual fact I may by no means see him once more.
— Park Bo Mi
After a pastor baptized the child and instructed Park Bo Mi that the child was already in heaven, Park Bo Mi and her husband determined to let him go on Could 21 at 5:17 PM.
She added that shedding her child has made on a regular basis issues difficult to do.
Even now, I don’t assume I can use the material softener I used to make use of. Once I stepped into my house, I stored smelling Simon. The laundry was hanging, his meals was contained in the fridge. I didn’t know what to do with all that. So I stored crying whereas smelling my child’s scent.
— Park Bo Mi
She additionally recalled when she realized her son was not along with her.
Simon was actually chubby and cute. However once I was spreading his ashes, I noticed piece of the orange jacket my greatest buddy gave him. At that second, I spotted, ‘Oh, he actually grew to become ashes now.’
— Park Bo Mi
After the incident, Park Bo Mi shared that she prayed to have a dream about her son. Later, she had a dream the place her son was along with her deceased grandmother, and he instructed her, ‘Mother, did you eat effectively?‘ whereas standing on his two ft. She felt relieved, understanding that her son was doing effectively in heaven.
Park Bo Mi began her profession as a comic within the twenty ninth technology of KBS comedians. Now, she is an actress, showing in Robust Girl DoBongSoon (2017) and Mr. Sunshine (2018). She married soccer participant Park Yo Han in 2020 and gave beginning to Simon in 2022.